Story of my life.
my name is zhi xuan:]
My day is 031295
i'm nice:D but if you piss me off...don't blame me for being nasty.
i may be crazy, retarded or just plain BLUR at time:]
sometimes i may be quite but that does'nt mean i am emo,
my life is complicated so... if you are here to make it worse.
plaese just go away and don't make it worse. you may hate me for whatever reasons.
but get your facts right before you start spreading rumors.
i want to be your friend:]
so tag before you leave:]
Friday, October 31, 2008!
9:44 AM
ellos
hmmm...
nth much happened
for the past few days
...
erm i realize got alot of holiday homework...
sian
yar then bella told me
someppl not going to the beach
haiyo...
whatever la
lol
ytd talking on the phone
with bella
HAHA
damn funny seh
we were like
talking about onion and garlic
haha
:D
nth to post le
BYEs:]
Saturday, October 25, 2008!
8:52 AM
hello.
damn long never blog le
haha
nth much happen
on wed went house of bread
lol
erm...was screaming
damn funny
thursday
PROJECT HEART
the video was jux...
so...scary...
then like have games..
nth to say abt that lars..
now holiday alr
so bored
erm...
nth much to post about le
so yar..
BYE:]
Sunday, October 19, 2008!
9:11 AM
hellos!!very long time no post:]cos of exams...sighsresult SUCKS!ahhhhi am dumbsad:'(lol nvmso almost failed my el...what to do..yar the went out on 10/10/08 i think?wif erica yarwas like walking walking walkingaround bugis streetfor like darn many times...its just PATHETICbut still managed to buy some clothes:]then mon suppose to go out wif bellabut mom don allowsian...ended up going to the library...ermmm...bella didn't come on wed??i think...or was it thursdaydunno forgotlol,then i called herthen she was like vr tiredand some other reasons..talk talk talkwas like talking abt many things...haizthen i found out ppl really hate HER[not bella]...whao SCARYthen thursdaymy dad came homethen have to share room wif my sister...haiz...nth much happen ytd...life is so boring..okays gtg bye:]
Thursday, October 2, 2008!
6:06 PM
ellos i'm back again!!lolserm many things happen but i m not gonna rite it here:Phahabut i m gonna say what i've been feeling for a
long long time...
i find it very weired
its like i am not me anymore
and thats scary..
i can't seem to tell anyone anything
i dunno why
its like i know if i tell them
they will be affected
and thats not good...
and i seem to be emo at the wrong time
so i cannot be emo
or else some ppl will get the wrong idea
so i have to be happie
but i've got limits too
there's only so much that i can take...
one day i'm just gonna break down
...
and i don't want that to happen
or course i want to be happy
who doesnt???
but sometimes its hard
its hard to always put a smile on my face
you know?
its hard to find someone who truly understands.
its hard to tell people reasons
cause somethings just can't be explained
...
i just live my life this way
everyday is the same
one sentence that will always stay in my mind
'stay happie no matter what'
but its just very difficult
i know i can't be emo
cause l8r some ppl
will oso follow me
and thats bad
cause being emo ain't a very nice feeling
haiz life is so complicated
sometimes..
we just have to go wif the flow..
but its not easyokay
gtg liaobye:]